This has become our crazy making scenario that we have inherited and have the expectation that it will work in adult life it wont.

With self-reflection on the totality of all on where our acting out behaviour might has come from that is, acknowledgement that our disturbed patterns are simply a replication of the traumas done to us when we were vulnerable and innocent and powerless in our family of origin as a child.

 We will now reflect on all the bad things that we have had done to ourselves, and not only that, we have due to our programming cemented our list of our badness into place by admitting it to this externalised power (which we have been convinced is separate from the essence of me!) and to people who buy into this deluded and dissociative philosophy. 

Talk about thrusting ourself down a blind alley, and further cutting ourself off the from deeper root of ourself our child within.This has become our crazy making scenario that we have inherited and have the expectation that it will work in adult life it wont.We will keep seeking for a solution to the impossible until we will succumb to addiction, ill-health and death.

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